Since a few days ago, i've totally forgotten that terrible feeling that one day you'll be gone. I was in some kind of a dream, everything was so great that nothing bad could happen. I was really happy and you know, i was so confident in you in the sense that you really loved me and your love would last forever. I just didn't consider that you may someday lose your love for me. I didn't even think about it. I forgot the feeling of fear about your leaving me whenever you want to.
But now, i again feel it. I realize that it's not so unlikely for you to love me less. And indeed, i feel a bit of that. I remember the feeling of being afraid of losing you.
And that hurts. That really hurts.
11/10/2008
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